the legendary Usagi (humanrabbit) wrote in sailormoondark,
the legendary Usagi
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the viens are calling for more game!

"a look into me in ten years"

after the many things that have happened... getting my powers, losing my powers, finding my past, meeting a kindred spirit and true love... fighting horrible things, helping people trying to save the world time and again and having died twice... you'd think I'd have kept a much more level head then.... but I didn't... I was affraid.... I ran away... I didn't want to tell anyone... so I took a bus to a new place... but I don't remember much of it... I remember why I came... but I don't remember where I was... all of it was just one huge blank... and then several months later I wake up in the arms of my friends... after they took me home I was in tears... I just continuously cried... and I don't know why... then I started typing out our story into a form of a script... it was wonderful... but I knew studios wouldn't take it unless I made another movie... so I took a crap script I'd written for a class and sold it and was offered to direct it... from there I became known and was able to get people to sign on to my project... I wanted to show the world what had happened to us... but thanks to producers that vision became obscured... I got actors that were too famous... I had to cut characters out completely... and some of the story had to be changed for time restraints.... that's film for ya... but it was the biggest blockbuster since spider-man 3... no one in the history of film making made that much.... so I built my house and lived alone... I practiced my powers... just so I made sure I always had them... I had a few servants that were very loyal... and then as a project I teamed up with my mentor to create a short lived tv series... I still don't know why one of my actors went crazy and killed the rest of the cast... it left such a huge black mark on me... the press had a field day with it... but made up for it on dvd sales...

I still keep in contact with most of the group... and even a few new friends... it's weird how you can tell certain people hold power... and you keep close to them for nostalgia... but for the most part I only see some of the group once a year... since I was famous enough to meet ann rice, I was invited to her halloween ball each year... and that's how I saw them....

my heart has grown colder... I miss him... but he never makes any attempt to see me and I have no clue as to where to start looking for him... but there's something else... my loneliness... it's triggered by something else and I don't know what it is... it's like my heart feels very empty... like I lost something very precious to me...

my drinking problems have gotten better... brad pitt introduce me to a good rehab... I spent a month in there and I did get better... I was lucky to avoid the press on that perspective... though they did write a lot on our non existant relationship... he was a loyal friend... but nothing worthy of curing my loneliness...

it's been ten years... growing colder and more lonely... but it's time again for the masquerade to begin...
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